Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Monday, January 03, 2005

; i hate school, i hate everything

school is so screwed. very screwed. ): ugh, i can't have peaceful life in sjc. ): someone scolded me a slut. AGAIN. actually, seriously speaking, ive stopped saying bad things about her. really, afterall i have to respect her as a friend right? i don't hate her. maybe, dislike. yeah. her childish attitude. yeah, i've already forgiven and forget about what happened.

when i told her about me and jace over the phone, she went like, jace is like that de. dont so sad lah. youcan find someone better. all kinds of shit coming out from her. but deep down in her heart, she said this " she's sucha flirt. " she knows what went wrong btwn me and jace while others dont! ): i thought she was the only understanding one. but it turn out to be, NO, NOT HER. i was so wrong about her. ):

school today was terrible. GOT BIG PRESENT FROM BABY! ( : i love the watch and the music box! i didn't get to see the drawing she drew for me! i left it in the box! AH! -SCREAMS.

thank you baby! i love you so.

just got my 77th street card! (: WHEEEEE! (:

i'm meeting baby before school tmr morning! I LOVE!

thank you for showing me that
there is such a thing as happiness.
that happiness is being with you.

; stick with you